It's christmas tomorrow.. and if you had asked me a couple of weeks ago how I think I might be feeling on christmas day I would have said: tired, worthless and lost, but something happend, everything kinda changed dirrection facing back to this one week in summer, a week where everything felt ok I guess. I have so much to give and I know that a have a lot to recive aswell I just have to keep telling myself that good things come to those that wait, however hard waiting may be right now. I think the road ahead looks pretty, easy... yet hard In a good way. Something or someone better said has got me wishing for easter to come, I think thats when I'll be able to start giving again.
I think it's important to know... that sometimes when you can really let go of something, you might just reolize what you're actually meant to have. It's complicated. I just wish I could tell the me from yesturday what I know now.
I'm falling too fast..