The fear/El miedo

There are many things that scare me, many things I think twice about, but there are very few things that make me happy. I would say there’s only one thing in my life that makes me happy, but it’s also my biggest fear, the fear of hurting or loosing more of what I had, but the only thing we should fear is fear itself because fear is the reason we loose what we have. I feel I’m loosing the only thing I really can’t loose, the only thing that fills my heart and however scared I may be I will never stop hoping, I don’t stop living when I fear dying, so I wont stop loving you when I fear loosing you, you’re my happiness and my everything and my love for you is stronger than any other feeling.
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Hay muchas cosas que me dan miedo, muchas cosas que me hacen pensar dos veces, pero hay muy pocas cosas que me hacen feliz. Diria que solo hay una cosa en mi vida que me hace sentir feliz, pero tambien en mi mayor miedo, el miedo del dolor o de perder mas lo que tenia, pero lo unico que nos debe dar miedo es el miedo mismo porque el miedo es la razon por perder lo que tenemos. Siento que estoy perdiendo lo unico que no puedo perder, lo unico que me llena el corazon y da igual cuanto miedo tengo nunca voy a perder esperanza, no paro de vivir cuando tengo miedo a morrir, pues no voy a parar de amarte cuando tengo miedo de perderte, eres mi felicidad y mi todo y mi amor para ti es mas fuerte que cualquier sentimiento.

A true friend

Sorry about writing this in English, I know you wont be able to understand, but sometimes, when I have strong feelings I can't express them in another language, I don't know why.
To a true friend, your the only person I can really see at the moment, everyone else is just a shadow, a thought or a blank page. I can see them, I can feel their presents, but they don't understand me like you. After everything thats happened in the last few months your the only one who's been able to help me, I just hope that soon I can get out of this state of mind I'm in that makes every day seem like a worthless waist of time so that I can be there for the others that need my help.
I will be there for you whenever you need me,I will be a true friend.